This was a REALLY fun timewaster. I suggest you go do it!! Here's the link for the blank Meme: http://kataang15love.deviantart.com/art/Google-Meme-blank-138340889  Click the little download button, then just right click the image and save it to your computer ^_^

~Mari

I woke up at 3:45 am this morning with a dull, throbbing pain in my chest. I sat there (or laid rather) and waited for it to pass. Because I figured it was just gas or something. I was wrong. It didn't go away
It got worse.

I ended up waking my roommate up and having him take me to the ER. They did an EKG, which turned out normal (as I expected) and asked me a bunch of questions. I have a diagnosis of gallstones. I have to go to a doctor. Thank GOD I recently found out that my parents insurance provider doesn't kick children off of the plan until they are 25. I just turned 23. I am so blessed right now. Holycrap, am I lucky.  Whooooooh. Oof.

Anyways, yeah
I am in pain right now. Lots of pain. It hurts. I never knew anything other than migraines could hurt this damn bad.
Fail.

Anger
Violent, thrashing, screaming anger
ripping my soul apart with burning heat and panic
Uncontrollable, meaningless, reasonless anger

Fear
Disruptive, freezing, panicking fear
driving my mind away with blinding premonitions
Insensible, scathing, utterly maddening fear

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I apologize. I'm a bit manic right now, incredibly angry, hating the rebellious chemicals in my body, and slightly freaking out. I started writing and this came out. just some junk. been a while since I actually wrote anything. as much as I fucking hate being like this, I am glad I finally wrote something.

Anyways, sorry for the overemotional drivel. just what I feel right now.