July 14, 2009

  • Time flies by.

    It’s already about halfway through July. Time seems to be rushing by almost imperceptibly, speeding along, and I feel as if it is leaving me behind. Worries, fear, feelings of complete inadequacy making me not even really want to try anymore. Ah, but I shall keep trying even through the midst of this inner turmoil. I must. Even though I don’t really want to, haha. I don’t know. Things are crazy right now for me, even though they wouldn’t seem so to anyone else.  Part of it is that I’m trying to figure things out. Also I feel the need to move on, get things going, but even though I know where to start… I feel so unprepared and unready. I feel like I dont know. Like everything is so wrong.  It’s a very disconcerting feeling, especially because I know it isn’t right, it can’t be right.

    Anyways, yeah. Just rambling without any real meaning. :)

    Ttyl,
    Mari

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