May 3, 2009
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Last night..
…I had the privelige of staying in a bloody stinkin jail cell for shoplifting something I had no intention of stealing. (testing strips to test my blood sugar) I can be absentminded sometimes – I had meant to give it to kellen to buy but forgot and walked out with it in my HAND. and the police officer at Walmart was in a bad mood and refused to listen to me or to let me contact kellen. I Was also accused of stealing makeup and such, that I have had for ages (because I dont constantly use my makeup, so it MUST be stolen.. grrrrr) He also apparently lied when he said he would page kellen and give him his car keys and let him know where I was going so that he could drive home. How do I know this? Oh, because I HAVE HIS FUCKING KEYS!
Gods I am pissed, I am sore, tired as fuck, starving, freaked out, I spent all last night ticcing and crying in a dirty jail cell. (which I was put in to help with my Ticcing. It did at first, but peoiple kept staring at me and shit which made it worse) By back is killing me my feet hurt, my ass hurts. I dont even wanna THINK about moving.. I feel dirty and nasty…
And most of all I want my roommate, I wanna get something to eat, go home, shower all this disgusting grime off of me, and sleep. forever if possible. and I keep panicking that kell hates me now.
Nnnnnh.
Life fucking sucks, and I fucking FAIL.
Right now I jsut hope that somehow I manage to get picked up soon. or I will end up passing out in front of the Indianapolis Public Library… maybe in one of those nice shaded columns. *sigh*
Comments (5)
Not a good night, that’s for sure.
I think a very hot bath will ease a lot of what ails you.Make it a long hot bath!
That fucking sucks, I’m so sorry to hear that. Fuck da police
Sounds like you’ve been having it rough. Actually more than that, sounds like you’ve been through hell wow.
(its been a while since I’ve read your blog) I had a feeling I should look.
@Bricker59 - I did. It was wonderful. Thank you
@cApNhOwDy - Hahaha Nah most of the ones I know are nice… thanks for commenting
@hotpinkstarberry - Thanks a ton. I’m doing better now, but I needed to just.. get away from everything for a while after that.
honestly that is ridiculous that they actually put you in jail over that. good that the whole thing is over.