In My Knee.

Ugh, so, I somehow fucked up my right knee. It's slightly swollen, and I cant even move it the slightest bit without intense pain.. It's fucking annoying and painful and ANNOYING. and I wish I knew what I did to screw it up. I don't think it'll help but I'm gonna take some aspirin in a bit.

Basically I either sprained it, or my joint problems are acting up again. My right side was always much worse than my left. Ugh. Either way, yeah. just wanted to complain on here.  I don't feel like pitching a fit and bitching about it to any of the people on messenger, but this is getting excruciating and really stupidly annoying.

Hopefully I will be able to sleep soon.

~Marina

HAPPY TOWEL DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!
For those of you who have no idea what I am talking about go look it up or something.  For everyone else, don't forget to bring your towel with you!

Oh, also, happy memorial day or whatever. xP

So it's stormy-ish outside. Days like this put me in a very relaxed mood. 

I'm pretty content especially because one of my best friends and I recently made up. I spent three hours on the phone with him yesterday, and we hashed out a lot of our issues, most of which were simple misunderstandings, and this whole almost ignoring each other thing could have been avoided. However I think the time apart was good for us. We both grew up a little. I also spent an hour on the phone with him this morning (after realizing that we both use AT&T so its free to talk, bwahahahahaha) just talking about nothing, until he passed out (that was my goal, the idiot hasnt been sleeping much lately.)

But yeah. I'm glad, that we're back to being as close as we were before the whole mess started that ended up with us hardly ever talking, he's been one of my best friends for 6 years and I've known him for 7-8 years, and we've been through so much bullshit together that I knew it couldn't end like this.

Anyways. I've been getting a stupid amount of story ideas. It's rather disconcerting, since I went for so long without being able to even really THINK about writing, and then bam, I have gotten so many this past week.  Hopefully I'll manage to find some way to be able to concentrate on writing.

Well this's it for now, Maybe I'll write something later.

So long, and thanks for all the fish! =P
~Marina

Revamping my site. I'm not sure though. I almost wanna go with a white background and darken up all my pretty colors. But eh, I am not sure yet.

Anyways I just felt like writing in this thing - I think I'm gonna start writing again, Ive been getting tons of ideas for books and short stories and stuff. I probably wont be posting them here unless they are completed and I have posted them on Fictionpress. I am probably too paranoid but one of my friends tried to take something I wrote and show it off as her own when I was in high school.  So now when I write original fiction and stuff I post it there so it is COPYRIGHTED! Bwahahahahahahaha.

*clears throat* hem.. yeah. anyways. Ignore the crazy girl. Oh, wait, thats ME. Hahaha! Yeah I'm hyper. It's what I get for eating a breakfast of cheetos, french bread, cheese dip, three crab rangoons, and Dr. Pepper. Because Im WAY too lazy to jsut pour myself a bowl of cereal. 

Um... what else? Oh yeah. I really wanna get a tattoo this summer. And some more piercings. I think 6 will do.
Actually, 5 - I have one that is probably still pierced, but I am too lazy to work at putting the earring back in. IT's a pain. But yeah, I wanna get snakebite piercings (they are in your lips, one on each side, like where a snakes fangs would be on the bottom)  and three more piercings in my left ear, in between the lobe and the cartilage piercings I already have. I only have one piercing in my right ear, because when I get my tattoo it is gonna be on my right side. so I'll have more piercings in my left side to make up for it. Am I weird? Probably, yeah.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways. I might write in this later today, I might not write until tomorrow. who knows. lol.

~Marina

OHYEAH! I got my certificate and completed my class yesterday! WOOT! Now all I have is that last court date (or whatever, I might be able to get out of that if I go through MCPO) and I am clean and clear!

(if you are confused, read the last entry I posted.)
I had my court date, got into this program for first time offenses that basically says they had probable cause to arrest you, but you aren't getting charged. I had to pay a fine and I am taking a class on Saturday. I wont have anything on my record but the arrest, however I cant get into trouble for the next two years. (not really a problem, haha)

Not too bad, I was really freaked out for a while there.  I mean REALLY freaked out, lol. So now that this is almost over with (aside from one more court date in august to show them the certificate from going to class for ten freaking hours) I'm more relaxed, and hoping to enjoy the summer as much as I can.

Next weekend for instance, I am going to go visit my girlfriend in North Carolina. *squee* I'm so excited about it. We've been planning this for ages and it's gonna be so nice to spend some time with her, and let Kell and her meet

It's jsut for the weekend but still. *sighs*

And in july I'm going to Texas for a week to visit family and friends (family for only a very short amount of time) again with kell. I couldnt do that on my own I'd keep having panic attacks. XD there was a reason I stopped talking to them for almost three years.

I notice that when I type fast, the first letter of any word I type after "I" is usually capitalized. That's rather annoying. Does it happen to anyone else? I hate having to go back and edit those dumb mistakes. -_-

I decided I want a green border today. Iunno why.

Anyways thats all for now. I'm about to wash some dishes so I can make breakfast in a bit

Later gaiz.
~Marina

...I had the privelige of staying in a bloody stinkin jail cell for shoplifting something I had no intention of stealing. (testing strips to test my blood sugar) I can be absentminded sometimes - I had meant to give it to kellen to buy but forgot and walked out with it in my HAND. and the police officer at Walmart was in a bad mood and refused to listen to me or to let me contact kellen. I Was also accused of stealing makeup and such, that I have had for ages (because I dont constantly use my makeup, so it MUST be stolen.. grrrrr) He also apparently lied when he said he would page kellen and give him his car keys and let him know where I was going so that he could drive home. How do I know this? Oh, because I HAVE HIS FUCKING KEYS!

Gods I am pissed, I am sore, tired as fuck, starving, freaked out, I spent all last night ticcing and crying in a dirty jail cell. (which I was put in to help with my Ticcing. It did at first, but peoiple kept staring at me and shit which made it worse) By back is killing me my feet hurt, my ass hurts. I dont even wanna THINK about moving.. I feel dirty and nasty...

And most of all I want my roommate, I wanna get something to eat, go home, shower all this disgusting grime off of me, and sleep. forever if possible. and I keep panicking that kell hates me now.

Nnnnnh.

Life fucking sucks, and I fucking FAIL.

Right now I jsut hope that somehow I manage to get picked up soon. or I will end up passing out in front of the Indianapolis Public Library... maybe in one of those nice shaded columns. *sigh*